http://bhakti.tribe.net/thread/833865d3-c3f1-4e60-8bfa-e2dd7c161bcc?format=rss Tribe.net. Local Connections http://Bhakti.tribe.net/thread/833865d3-c3f1-4e60-8bfa-e2dd7c161bcc#bfe808c2-89cb-436b-9ea0-ba132e0e772a It's great that New Vrndavana still allows devotees to just show up without filling out a life's history and live there. Yes if you can go there and live for some time and get yourself together. But what will you do by winter? You'll have to come up with something by then. Maybe move into a bramacari situation or share a place with some other devotees. Better you see the Yamadutas now than later, you are fortunate in that way. Concentrate on sadhana and do whatever service you can would be my advice, but my sadhana is lax right now myself so I am not necessarily the best example. Fri, 11 Apr 2008 03:03:49 GMT http://Bhakti.tribe.net/thread/833865d3-c3f1-4e60-8bfa-e2dd7c161bcc#bfe808c2-89cb-436b-9ea0-ba132e0e772a $item.owner.firstName 2008-04-11T03:03:49Z http://Bhakti.tribe.net/thread/833865d3-c3f1-4e60-8bfa-e2dd7c161bcc#b19467ba-dbbf-4174-9051-13cfaf0c01a9 im also starting to fear that the Lord might not allow me back into His devotees association, my consciousness has become so degraded, most abominable thoughts, transgression of the four regulatives, vaishnava and karmi aparadha... really part of me is ashamed and afraid to ask for shelter there, i dont want to be a black force haunting the community, and im kinda afraid Nrsimha might push me away..hence the desire to become healthy... Thu, 20 Mar 2008 00:20:57 GMT http://Bhakti.tribe.net/thread/833865d3-c3f1-4e60-8bfa-e2dd7c161bcc#b19467ba-dbbf-4174-9051-13cfaf0c01a9 sadhusanga 2008-03-20T00:20:57Z http://Bhakti.tribe.net/thread/833865d3-c3f1-4e60-8bfa-e2dd7c161bcc#f389d0d9-9b8a-42fd-8ad4-3d3545b0c050 im actually shooting for April 1st... but im worried im going to have to hike it from Wheeling... Id go on bloody knees if need be, im so fallen into darkness... im actually starting to see Yamadutas, cant be a good thing... im so ready to become fixed up... Hare Krsna and thank you... Thu, 20 Mar 2008 00:03:57 GMT http://Bhakti.tribe.net/thread/833865d3-c3f1-4e60-8bfa-e2dd7c161bcc#f389d0d9-9b8a-42fd-8ad4-3d3545b0c050 sadhusanga 2008-03-20T00:03:57Z http://Bhakti.tribe.net/thread/833865d3-c3f1-4e60-8bfa-e2dd7c161bcc#85f0b34d-6926-46a9-b991-63e387c799a6 u should go and see it in may. there is the annual festival of inspiration around mothers day adn its a lot of fun. i used to go every year, but missed last year and will miss this year. and yes, u can pitch a tent and do some seva. have fun. i used to serve on the altar there.... Wed, 19 Mar 2008 20:08:44 GMT http://Bhakti.tribe.net/thread/833865d3-c3f1-4e60-8bfa-e2dd7c161bcc#85f0b34d-6926-46a9-b991-63e387c799a6 manu 2008-03-19T20:08:44Z http://Bhakti.tribe.net/thread/833865d3-c3f1-4e60-8bfa-e2dd7c161bcc#8d8f1fd3-1a32-4562-956e-3674bde8bd7f if anybody had any news about what's happening in New Vrindavan... I'm planning on a relocation and as i have never visited there before i was wondering if anyone could give me some logistics... Im hankering for some serious devotee association, it's been faaar too long... i figured with all the acreage there i could maybe pitch a tent, perform some seva while attending temple programs and get my sadhan back in order... anyway... any information would be greatly appreciated... many blessings, matthew Wed, 19 Mar 2008 15:28:12 GMT http://Bhakti.tribe.net/thread/833865d3-c3f1-4e60-8bfa-e2dd7c161bcc#8d8f1fd3-1a32-4562-956e-3674bde8bd7f sadhusanga 2008-03-19T15:28:12Z